Four days after our school trip.
He left me behind and went to school alone.
Were you looking forward to the new update of Dragonar Story that much?…
He was a childhood friend that I have known for a long time now.
Was it when I was 2 years old that my mom told me about them moving in to the neighborhood.
It was from that time…. probably…
Ah… But… It was only a childhood friend, it will never really be developing into lovers or more… It was more than a friend yet less than lover.
Well… I wasn’t really expecting anything from that. It can also be considered as unrequited love from my side alone.
About him… It was probably an impossible dream.
Only dreaming about RPG games, not even interested in relationships, not to mention the one at a long time ago.
Therefore, I know he’s not interested in romance or anything about that subject… surely…
I inscribed all my resentment for him on my smartphone and sent it to him.
I wonder if he noticed my message about 「Right to do whatever you want」.
And then…. on a date… together….
Well, I didn’t mind as long as you pay me back by treat me to some drink. I didn’t notice the message he sent. The drink was 200 yen by the way.
Oh, I just noticed it… I guess the 200 yen energy drink finally started to kick in…?
Well. he was not short on cash, yet he was quite the cheapskate. Apart from what is necessary, he didn’t really spend on anything else.
But then, when it was my birthday, I got a really expensive studs as a present.
It’s about him after all, he probably didn’t want to say anything about the gift because he knows that I also didn’t want to have something that expensive.
Anyway, I have to reply soon.
<< As a punishment, I should be treated to a deluxe lunch box! >>
I wonder if this is alright, It feels like I’m only in for the food…
Ah, Somehow I started to daydreaming about it… That’s something I’d like to probably.
It was around 6 at that time, a window was suddenly shattered, and then pieces of broken glasses started to fell, but then someone seems to have been involved…
No that’s not it, maybe it was even before that?
If you pass through this road you will arrive at school soon.
Why was a crowd forming close to our school?
From a corner of the road, a vehicle with white and red lights rushed in. Eh? an ambulance, someone seems to have fallen down, I wonder what has happened there.
Let’s ask someone in the crowd for a bit.
Uuu… I really want to go as soon as possible, I don’t really like this.
But If I want to go to school, I really have to pass through here.
「Ano……What has happened here…？」
An old man speak out to answer my question.
「Ah… no… there… you see… it seems a vase was dropped from the apartment over there… and there… that… boy… seems to be someone that goes to that school over there…he is wearing the same uniform as other students going to that school」
「Oh.. Is that so…」
are? are? are?
I have a really bad feeling about this, it seems that this feeling is starting to tighten my chest.
Come to think of it, it seems today I have went out a little bit faster than the usual, should have been 10 minutes earlier?
No…No no no… no way that’s possible… it was only supposed to be a dream….
Beside… he was still able to reply about that food comment right?
Even if you say that you should take one side dish, you won’t surely make a complaint like that …?
No… I don’t want this… for something like this to happen…
Yes… the person who was hit by a vase… It was not yet confirmed that it’s a guy…
Scared… I slowly went into the crowd…
That…There was something on the ground… Isn’t that something that I gave on my birthday before….
And…. that person… the person I like…Lying on a pool of blood…
Is this a dream?….
People came down from the ambulance to check if there is still a pulse…
Ahaha… right… there is no way someone would just die with a vase right?…
[TL:Somehow this is getting pretty dark here I’m already feeling the chills] [ED: He’s going down]
Pulse, check, person, head, laid down, looks.
Unexpectedly I let out a strange voice, but I didn’t notice it.
Pushing people around, to make a way and confirming that this is just a dream.
Blood from the head.
Still keep on flowing.
Even in this moment.
About to scream.
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[TL:That was a freakin long weeping seriously…] [ED: I feel you niggu]
How long has it been since that time… When a person whom I loved died…
I haven’t went to school for quite some time now… Just crying from day to day… I don’t even feel like eating anything…
I am finally going to school today…
If I keep on going like this, he will just probably worry about me more.
There were so many things to regret.
I should have come 10 minutes earlier.
I should have been a little more gentle on him.
I should have just confessed my feelings while we were still on that school trip.
Or maybe even earlier than that.
Told him that I love him…I really loved him…I should have just…at that time… wouldn’t it be much better?
Un… must stop… I should have not worry about him anymore… It’s not only me who was sad.
Even uncle, aunt, his little brother and father.
Even my mom, dad, and little sister Sakura.
Even his best friend, and everyone from the class.
Even if I get too agitated, I can’t do anything about it. Thinking about him, I just couldn’t help it.
Demo… Demo… This will just be the last…
I opened an app in my smartphone, wrote a message to his phone, as a reply after that time when we were bantering about food.
<< I have always loved you since forever. Thank you for everything. I love you. >>
…..and then. I pressed the send button….
mou… It’s not like someone will receive it when I send it. I wonder if he will see it. Because I feel like he will.
But you know… It was impossible for him to be walking with a smartphone…
We won’t know really if that may happen or I’m just probably trying to avoid the fact.
However thinking about him, I still keep looking over my smartphone.
…… I did not notice the heavy-duty truck going into the sidewalk.
Truck-sama:I have come to deliver you….. be prepared…]
That was the last thing I heard in this world.
[TL:Truck-sama Strikes again….] [ED:I feel bad for every truck drivers due to this translator XD]